Declaration of Passion

This is my passion
No more pretending
I want nothing else
Positive it is
That is where I’m going
Exactly my destination
Not for the diamonds and pearls
Nor for the followers
Who get lost in the middle every now and then
I can hear its call, loud and clear now
Like the voice of thunder
That shatters the night sky

Me and the E

I’m in the dark. Exactly in the core.
No. Not this time.
I’m gonna have to state a little attitude.
Expect me not to crawl.
Here is where I will stay.
Fetch me not if u desire not.
I’ve been in such horror.
I know I will make an end of it.
By myself.
No errand from you will be necessary.
So this is where I finally stand tall.
And conquer all my demons.
Alone and proud.

Goyah

Ah.. tinggalkan saja diriku
Aku lebih suka begini
Tepekur di sudut kesukaanku
Larut dalam permenunganku
Berdansa dengan imajinasiku
Di situ aku menemukan diriku
Yang terkubur di bawah reruntuhan kulit luar
Yang terlena dalam keheningan

Senyumku itu palsu
Sebab ada selaksa bara
Yang membakar relung-relung hatiku
Yang mencabik-cabik ketentramanku
Ketika kau hadir dalam ombak yang buas
Dan kau tenggelamkan kapalku
Bagai raksasa lapar melahap mangsa

Maka kembalikan lah aku
Ke peraduanku
Ke sudut kesukaanku…

the Affirmation

I’m gonna show the world.
And those who think less of me.
That I’m more than that.
I’m gonna declare the power of the silence,
so all shall see.
Though now I will cry,
I know that all my dreams are indeed within my reach!